to Pat and Christina

to pat and christina
hey ya...i do appreciate that u both actually read my blog...
the original title for this post (manusia bodoh) was 'the clown' and to make it more interesting, it was my FIRST post in friendster...glad that some good people actually enjoy reading it haha...
okay, time to answer some questions.
The first question that was asked by Christina:
'why did i repost this post?'
well...not exactly the same post of story coz i had changed the names of the characters...BUT why did i do that for? well, it is to see whether people are reading my blog or not (haha)....NO. actually, there were some clues and mysteries that i want u guys to discover and uncover them all by yourselves.
which will come to the second question asked by my sister, Pat:
'why did i change the names of the characters?'
well, i'd give u a credit for being such observant. the 1st question and the 2nd questions are actually inter-related. let the mystery be solved...!
in my earliest posts, i used imaginary characters like 'russell, wilson and anna' right?
they are actually non-imaginary people.
Russel Crow, in the movie 'the gladiator' represents the man of intergrity, full of honour and had shown the ultimate level of perseverence. and that should represent me. (believe me!)
Wilson, in the movie 'Cast Away', was a volleyball...was only used to fill someone's loneliness..
Anna, in the movie 'Anna and the King' was played by Jodie Foster. Jodie Foster is the actress that played a lot of 'panic woman' roles (one of her movie was 'panic room') and others were 'The Accused, Stealing Home, Catchfire, The silence of the Lambs (!!!), Maverick, Panic Room' etc...
she is a GREAT ACTRESS and i purposely lined down all the movies as 'keywords' to refer to someone. my ex girlfriend Angela.
Now that we have come to the 2nd part of the almost solved puzzle, let me just briefly tell u why i changed 'Wilson' to 'David' and 'Anna' to 'Lilian'.
oh by the way Wilson was the name of the guy, whose Valentine card i found in Angela's wallet last january. Angela, if u're reading this please tell the public that i am after all...INNOCENT.
David, or King David was a great king. somehow he slept with Bathsheba and sinned against The Lord. still, the Lord forgive him. in other words, i still forgive 'david' for his foolishness. seriously, i did.
Lilian...white Lilies (flower) are so pure and clean outwardly...BUT THEY NEED MUD IN ORDER TO LIVE...
in 'The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood' by Howard Pyle, the writer wrote something like this;
'Now, however, she was all pale and drooping, like a fair white lily snapped at the stem; and so, with bent head and sorrowful look, she went within the church, Sir Stephen leading her by the hand.'
sorrow always associated with white lilies...graveyard...obituary....
LILIAN....'an' at the end was to show that she used to be part of 'an angel' (angela)...used to be...used to be...there was no angel...not 'an angel'...only 'an'...LILIAN.
i wrote this story not to express my hurt or to show that i still held something personal inside of me...NOT AT ALL...it is just to show how much i appreciate English Literature and to create public excitement. forgive me if i used your name here but the truth shall prevail.
anyway, i had already forgiven her long ago.
enjoy reading..!
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